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Estrogen Fest

My life is has been swallowed by a sea of femininity in the last year. I work in an office with 99% women, travel for work to conferences where there are thousands of women, just recently broke up with my boyfriend and live with 2 girls. The lack of boy interaction is really starting to get to me.

For the past six years I have had a boyfriend around on a daily basis and now that it is gone, there is a huge deficit that I didn’t even know that I needed. If you think I am just yearning for another boyfriend, it is actually worse than that.

Last week in church, a very nice looking 6 foot tall guy sat next to me. The seats aren’t that spacious so when he would move just a little bit during worship time, his arm would just brush mine on accident. It would totally yank me out of the zone every time it happened. This is ridiculous.

And to make everything more frustrating, I believe that God has my perfect guy out there waiting for me. So every time a boy walks by, a million question run through my head.

Is he “the one”?
If he is the one, does he know he’s the one?
Did I put on makeup?
Does my one care about makeup?
Am I loosing it?

AHHHHH!!!!

I am way too old to be freaking out about boys. OR is this a problem that plagues all women to the end of time? I hope not but I fear I may be wrong…